One gets used to this.

After awhile it becomes the new normal.

Hope rejection repeat cycle

one day it will make sense

just not right in this moment

just breathe and take a mental break


Everlasting Past Poem

How does one explain the love for one that once was

how vibrant their laughter, the light that reflected

in wise old crows feet eyes

How one does cry for some that will never know

your best friend

but how the spirit of the one you love dearly

will live on in the everlasting past of

one’s youth.

A reason poem

One day you roll over and blink your eyes

is this time passing by

or just another day to wonder why

you are here

a reason

a purpose

someone loves you

just remember


you are someone’s

reason to wake up and


just remember why

you are here to be loved.

Sunny-Side Up


Life is never boring that’s for sure

one minute you’re planting flowers

the next

leaves are falling

time is ever present

leaving evidence behind

a smile produces laugh lines

while a empty home

shows belongings

of a person that once was

the sunny side of this

is the person we knew

never leaves the heart

Life After College


The days go by so slowly when I am sitting in my bed staring at the purple walls. My mind wanders to the crack on the ceiling. Wow how interesting. “I should go outside, it is nice out.” She opens the computer and clicks the familiar icon that is netflix. Hours go by until it is dark out. Falls asleep, wakes up, toast, coffee, same routine.

Why is finding a job so hard?